#iamthankfulfor
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! hari ini gue uda CAPEEEEEEEEEEE b-a-n-g-e-t!! man, i studied for 9 hours in a row =.=; well, i can't help, BESOK ULUM MAT! well, gue emang GA PERNAH suka sama mata pelajaran yang namanya
MATEMATIKA sejak kelas DUA ESDE. math=hell.
bahkan, minna-san, gue menyadari satu hal yang agak nyesekin: gue uda belajar cape2, belon tentu besok bisa dapet bagus T.T aaa, itu adalah kenyataan yang aih menyakitkan tapi harus diterima. well, yang namanya ulum di sanur, APALAGI MAT, emang GA PERNAH GAMPANG. ya okelah soalnya gampang, tapi waktunya SANGAT KURANG.
...did i start using capitals all the time? great, it means my brain in officially conked out ryt now. byah.
nyatanya, semakin stress gue, godaan untuk membuka komputer malah semakin besar. hehehe. jadilah skrg, stlh gue menyelesaikan dengan instan smua materi ulum gue, gue malah buka2in twitter ama blog. my facebook is still deactivated, and im so not gonna open it until the last day of final exam.
ngomong2 soal twitter, tadi gue buka twitter dan ada trending topics yang berbunyi: "#iamthankfulfor"
tiba2, dalem sepersekian detik, melintas satu hal di kepala gue (lo pasti bisa tebak apa, hehehe):
OKAMOTO KEITO♥geez, gue langsung nulis "#iamthankful for the existence of okamoto keito in this world" di twitter gue xD ya oke lah, emang sekilas ga penting. tapi hari ini i'm totally in love (for like the 100th time) with keito... er,, mungkin gue emang dilahirkan terlalu spontaneous kali ya? gada angin gada ujan, badai pun gada, tiba2 gue jatuh cinta lagi sama keito. KEITO. keito. KEITOOOOOOOOOOO. aaah. nyebut namanya, nulis namanya aja uda bikin gue go blushing xP hahaha. apakah ini yang namanya obsesi? wew. yang jelas gue emang pernah sekali2 bosen sama idola gue itu, tapi sekarang level CINTA gue ke keito lagi K.LI.M.A.K.S. entah kenapa. hahaha.
gue sampe bertanya2 sndiri...
kok waktu itu gue bisa suka morimoto sih..?
kok gue bisa bilang takaki cakep sih..?
kok gue bisa pernah lebih suka sama yamada dibanding keito sih..?
kok gue pernah suka daiki and chii sih?
kok gue pernah suka yuto sih!?!?!?
PADAHAL KEITO ITU PALING PERFECT!? AAAAA~!
ehm, no offense buat pat, mon, ace and dea. hahahaha. yang jelas mulai beberapa menit yang lalu HSJFD GUE KEMBALI KAMBUH (buat yg gatau HSJFD itu apa, liat post2 gue yg sbelomnya deh) skrg tiap kali gue liat gambar keito, gue bakal langsung terpaku. aih, cakep banget. CAKEP BANGET! HE'S AN ANGEL! HE'S A DREAM COMES TRUE!
HE'S THE MOST PERFECT THING EVER IN THE UNI.VERSE!gue pengeeen banget bilang begini ke keito: "On the day that you were born, the angels got together, and decided to create a dream come true. So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair and starlight in your eyes of black."
yes people, keito is a dream come true xD definitely! pokoknya, sumpah, ahri ini gue bener2
CINTA sama KEITO. keito,
I WANT YOU. in the past, in the present, and in the future. im gonna love you always <3
^^;
passage of the day:
Colossians 3:23
"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men."and that's the passage that completely changed my whole life. now i am in the process of trying to be a better person, who--as the passage said--do all my work sincerely, as if it's for God and not for men--not even for myself, not for my friends, not for other people.
call me a fanatic :P but if you follow this passage, i think your life could truly be better. i don't know though, maybe it depends on what kind of person each of you are.
two thousand and twelve
if the doom's day arrive, what will happen? maybe the sun will explode leaving us the humans in pain down here, or maybe the sky will fall apart. i don't know, you don't know. in my imagination, there will be pain everywhere. but in roland emmerich's imagination, the earth's crust will be 'unstable', there will be earthquake (or maybe it's the earth cracking?) with strength above 9 SR, which then cause some giant tsunamis that also make all continents in the world disappear, except africa.
and congratulations, you now had figured out the end of the movie '2012'.
ehm so, 2012. film yang awalnya gue ga berani nonton trailernya bahkan. gue paling penakut sama begituan T.T tapi setelah nonton, gue harus mengakui film ini patut diacungi 4 jempol. keren tingkat tinggi. the best movie ever seen. mungkin kalian sendiri bisa nebak dari judulnya, film ini tentang kehancuran dunia . kalo kalian nontoon trailernya, sekilas ini kesannya kea tipe2 film kehancuran dunia yang di akhir ceritanya semua orang bakal mati tanpa ada yang tersisa, dan berhubung trailernya emang sengaja dibuat ga jelas, gue nangkepnya tuh di taon 2012 mau ada meteor O_o *merasa bodoh* hem, ternyata ni film cuma (cuma?) tentang giant tsunamis doang, intinya di akhir masih ada bunches of people yang selamat, meski di awal dan di tengah2 film banyak banget kejadian yang memakan banyak korban. intinya, this is the modern version of noah.
speaking of which, sutradara dari film ini adalah roland emmerich, seperti yang tadi uda gue sebut. kalo kalian penasaran orangnya kea apa, ato sehebat apa sampe bsia bikin film yang gue puji2 dari tadi ini, di bwh ini sedikit gambaran tentang roland emmerich:
jadi, pas pulang nonton, gue langsung heboh2 cerita ke nci gue tentang bagusnya film ini kan...
gue: cie, bagus banget filmnya! efeknya keren! nyata banget! pokoknya wuih deh
nci: jelas lah, sutradaranya roland emmerich gitu
gue: siapa tuh?
nci: yang nyutradarain the doom's day sama the day after tomorrow. DIA UDAH EXPERT DALAM MENGHANCURKAN DUNIA.
ooh, oke. ternyata ada juga orang yang hobinya bikin film destruction. tapi selidik punya selidik, nci gue salah hoho. roland emmerich emang nyutradarain the day after tomorrow (itu loh, yang ada patung liberty tenggelem haha), tapi doom's day nggak. but then again, ternyata si roland2 ini juga nyutradarain 10.000 BC dan the patriot. di 10.000 BC, ada orang mati keinjek mammoth. di the patriot, ada adegan bacok2an apke kapak asmpe sekujur tubuh pemainnya mandi darah gitu. aih, keanya si roland emmerich ini beneran stress deh T.T
menurut gue, film 2012 ini wajib tonton. bukan buat menakuti, tapi buat bikin kita sadar, bahwa akhir dunia itu bsia dateng kapan aja. ga usah jauh2 tunggu taon 2012. akhir jaman bsia dateng bulan depan, seminggu lagi, bahkan besok ato satu jem lagi, ato bahkan, detik ini juga.
dan bagi kalian yang jadi percaya bahwa kiamat bakal dateng di taon 2012 dan bahwa bener2 dibangun 'bahtera' yang harga satu kursinya satu juta euro itu, selamat ya, anda semua punya sisa 4 tahun kurang sedikit untuk say goodbye ke famili anda, menghabiskan duit yang udah anda kumpulkan selama beberapa tahun terakhir, mungkin memeprbaiki hubungan dengan orang2 yang anda sayangin, minta maaf sama orang tua anda, dan menunggu akhir dunia dengan tenang. cuma, bakal konyol banget kalo tahun 2012 berlalu tanpa kejadian apa2, hahaha.
gue pribadi, abis nonton film itu langsung nanya ke bokap gue, "pa, papa percaya ga sama kiamat 2012?" and guess what my dad said? "nggak!" dengan tegasnya. trus dy langsung ngutip alkitab, "konyol kalo orang2 meramalkan akhir dunia. Yesus sendiri bilang, Dia sendiri nggak tau. cuma Tuhan yang tau." well... the mayans aren't greater than Jesus. and somehow abis bokap bilang gitu, gue langsung yakin bahwa emang ga ada seorangpun yang tau. my dad is a very religious person and when it comes to the matter of religion, the person in this world i believe more than him is probably the Pope himself :D
tapi skali lagi, film 2012 cukup menyentuh lhoo :D karena kita diajari banyak hal2 yg berhubungan dengan kemanusiaan. and congratulations roland emmerich, you almost got me cried on the halfway of the movie :P
intinya, nonton 2012 deh. hehehehe
happy birthday me :) i'm fiften and i'm feeling old, dayyum
pertama2, gue mau bilang ke diri gue sendiri: "HAPPY WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY, SWEETHEAAAART!"
DAMN i'm so happy today. hahahaha
i can't think of a better birthday :)) this is currently the best birthday i've ever had (LOLOL) even thought i said 'currently', i think i won't change my mind until next year nee, because the next birthday will be exactly 365 days from now on :D
i repeat, I THINK TODAY IS A PERFECT BIRTHDAY. all i need, all i was hoping for, all i thought won't happen today, like everything, is happening. these are the criterias i had in my mind of having a perfectly wonderful birthday:
1) being congratulated by the people i love the most
2) hugged by my bestfriends :P
3) given a cake keito-related
4) and no homework for the next day, LOL
the truth is not too many people even gave me birthday wishes, but guess what, it's definitely okay :) i am truly, very grateful because ALL the people i love the most--those people i hope would give me birthday wish--they all, yes, ALL, did do that. and this includes my family, relatives, friends, bestfriends, and even crush. hahahaha <3 i can't be happier. i don't get any present today, but again it's okay, because in my birthday cake, my Mom wrote:
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY
VALYA OKAMOTO"
GOSSSH! i was like, "kyaaaaaaaaa~!" *no hiperbolizing* i was like, "MY MOM--THAT MOTHER WHO USED TO TEASE KEITO, THAT WOMAN WHO USED TO DISAGREE WITH ANYTHING KEITO-RELATED, NOW WRITES VALYA OKAMOTO ON MY BIRTHDAY CAKE!!!" no, i didn't faint. thank God i didn't. but i knew that i was totally blushing--after that i smiled for a whole one minute than now, everytime i remember it, i'll go blushing again. <3
people who know me and read this, i'm asking for a small favor--please pray for me. so that i could be a better person. so that i can learn how to not hurting anybody. so that i can have the will and the power to make my dreams come true. and so that i can go to japan, to start my dream life and fight for my life purpose :)) thank you, thank you, thank you.
so tonight, i'm gonna sleep with a happy face, and probably get some beautiful dreams with keito in it :D
~XOXO, the birthday girl
:) i am okay
yess hahaha akhirnya setelah skin hunting yang cukup lama, blog gue tampil dgn skin baru juga. ehm cuekin aja gambar eror photobucket yg di kanan bawah itu, secara itu mestinya gambar hati *wew?*, yah intinya, ni blog baru gue benerin tapiii uda eror lagi? hiyahahaha.
oiya, untuk sementara CBOXnya ga bisa diakses :P gue lupa cara embednya, dan kalo di embed suka eror. ntar deh gue urusin kalo sempet. hahahaha
hari ini gue seneng banget! OSIS DIKASIH CUPCAKES SUPER CUTE DARI BU PIPIN! well okay, technically itu dari bu endah, katanya sih wujud 'apresiasi bu endah sebagai pembina OSIS', tapi kita2 menyimpulkan ini hadiah dari pembimbing karena kita uda menyukseskan sanur day :P lucu BANGET deh fotonya, hehehehe
LU.CU.KAN??? hehehehe. bu pipin sendiri loh yang buat. CUSTOM MADE! yeah huahahaha. ada namanya lagiii oke kesannya eksklusif banget, n saking lucuny ni cupcake, gue ga tega makannya *too cute to be eaten wew* jadii, ni cupcake masih tersimpan di kulkas gue hiyahaha. kata winny sih rasanya enak wew.
nah, itu kabar gembiranya.
kabar buruknya, gue sadar kalo ternyata orang yang gue peduliin selama ini ga punya perasaan yang sama ke gue ^^; ermh i guess he's just another typical playboy. ya baguslah gue nyadar sebelon keseret ke permainannya lebih dalam. gue juga uda ga terlalu peduli sama dy, even though right now i'm bitching about him in my blog. gue cuma butuh satu tempat buat nulis.. peduli amat kalo seluruh dunia jadi tau soal ini.. hahaha, toh kalian juga gatau kan gue lagi ngomongin siapa wew. dan ternyata hal ini berlaku buat 2 orang.. aaa i'm feeling so pathetic. HE IS THE WORST MAN EVER IN THE WORLD. kalo lo emg gamau peduli sama gue, ga usah maen2 deh.. if you're really a player, then thanks for the game, i enjoyed it quite well but now PLEASE, stop it. maybe i should've known... you're not going to be my anything.
xoxo mwah mwah valyaa :D
happy HALLOWEEN!
halloween was yesterday, but i guess i didn't celebrate it well enough. instead, i spent my yesterday going to some kind of bulshit eye clinic and my eyes were hurt! so, no time to celebrate it T.T what a geeee~z.
well, whatever. it's only 8.44 am now, and maybe somewhere in this world it's STILL the 30th of october, so i guess it's just not too late to say... HAPPY HORROR HALLOWEEN.
halloween is cute, na? i always want to experience celebrating halloween by using costumes and make-ups and frightening my (innocent) little neighbors... T.T
yeah, anyway, that's it. salah satu temen gue, aggy agatha, uda bertanya2, "kenapa ya gada lagu halloween?"
yeah, good point aggy :P there are tons of christmas carols and new year songs, bunches of valentine tunes, but there's no halloween songs?
ada kok gy, ada. hahahaha
This is Halloween - Danny Elfman
play it, hear it, feel it! it's a cute song naa~ find the lyrics
here. yg gue post cuma previewnya, kalo mau denegrin full song klik aja :D sebenernya itu bukan lagu untuk merayakan halloween sih, tapi hmm soundtracknya NBC. yah pkoknya degerin aja deh. gue langsung jatuh cinta sama nada n liriknya yang super unik dan luthuuu :D (alay mode: half-on)
so, once again, happy halloween people!
~favorite quote from the song: "i am the 'who' when you call, 'who's there?'" & "life's no fun without a good scare"
