HEY! SAY! JUMP 2009.4-2010.3 CALENDAR
minna-san~ kombanwa!! gila nih, tadi gue menggila ama sepupu gw--dea yamada ryosuke chan--gara2 satu hal: OUR WISH HAD COME TRUE. yeayeayeaaaa, akhirnya, setelah berbulan2 nahan diri ga beli apa2 n nabung duit jajan, KITA BERHASIL BELI KALENDER HSJ YG DARI DULU KITA INCAR.
kronologinya kea gini: tadi pagi, abis ulum, nyokap ngajakin pergi ke kinokuniya--dan,,, tentu saja gue yang baik hati (^^;) langsung keinget ama sepupu gue yang malang itu--si dea--secara hari sabtu dia libur so dia pasti boring bangett di rumah, jadi gue ol msn terus ngajak dia deh. hihihi. niatnya sih cuma beli majalah doank, yang macemnya wink up, duet, popolo, ato myojo gitu deh, yang meskipun harganya cukup mahal tapi seenggaknya di bawah 200 ribu...
jadilah kita pergi ke kinokuniya. makan dulu di restoran manado. terus terjadi kecelakaan: PAS GUE LAGI MAKAN, GUE GAK SENGAJA NGEGIGIT CABE RAWIT IJO TEPAT DI BAGIAN TENGAHNYA. yaa, lo tau sendirilah pedesnya kea apa. tapi kalo lo2 cuma taunya makan cabe rawit di gorengan, yah, hahaha, ASAL TAU AJA BEDA BANGET. gilaaaaaa gue tuh kan lagi makan sup2 yang kea pedes2 gitu kan,, terus gw kea makan bayemnya gitu, TERNYATA DI BALIK BAYEM YANG GUE SENDOK EBRSEMBUNYI SEBATANG CABE RAWIT. secara warnanya sama2 ijo gue gak nyadar. gue gigit deh. awalnya gue heran kenapa rasanya pedes banget. baru setelah satu sepersekian detik, gue nyadar kalo gue udah gigit cabe rawit.
gue nangis.
iya, nangis saking pedesnya. bukan "huaaaaa" gitu tapi aer mata gue netes tes tes tes.
lidah eka kebakar. serius kebakar. kalo nerusin makan, lidahnya perih banget. kalo lidahnya bersentuhan sama benda apaaa aja(termasuk langit2 mulut gue!!) juga bakal perih banget. tapi kalo didiemin aja juga tetep perih. ternyata, kalo gue ngulum teh manis di mulut gue, baru perihnya mendingan.
pokoknya penderitaan gue baru mendingan setelah 5 menit deh. keluarga gue udah mau selese gue baru mulai. haiyaa.
gue sampe bilang ke nci gue, "cye, keanya aku udah ngerasain neraka lapisan pertama deh."
cukup sekian cerita cabe rawitnya.
abis itu kita cabut ke ps. kita kan langsung ke kinokuniya gitu kan, terus di bagian depan kinokuniya kan ada display2 buat pajangan gitu... gue yang waktu itu lagi jalan ama dea n nci gue sama sekali ga nyadar kalo di display itu ada KALENDER HEY! SAY! JUMP!!! dea yang nyadar duluan. dia tiba2 kea "ooooooh~~~!" terus lari ke display itu. gue bingung. baru setelah dua detik gue nyaho, dan di otak gue langsung melintas,
"ITU KALENDER HEY! SAY! JUMP."
gilabanget deh pkoknyaaa. dan PAS BANGET KEBETULAN ADA DUA BIJI KALENDER YANG TERSISA. padahal tadinya, gue pikir kalender hsj cuma bisa didapetin lewat online--yang pastinya mahal banget, secara ditambahin ongkos kirim blablabla segala!! siapa sangka ada dijual di kinokuniya? langsung gue peluk erat2. terus gue liat harganya. DANG IT. ALMOST HALF A MILLION. sebenernya pake duit tabungan gue cukup sih. cuma ya sayang jugaaaaa.
akhirnya, gara2 masih ragu2 mau beli tu kalender apa kaga, gue ama dea masing2 pegang satu kalender terus ke tempat majalah sambil meluk kalende itu. tadina dea bner2 ragu mau beli, tapi terus gue bilang, "dea, kamu nunggu apalagi sih? kita tuh beruntung banget. KITA GA USAH PESEN ONLINE DITAMBAHIN BIAYA KIRIM LALALA, KALENDERNYA SENDIRI YANG DATENG KE KITA." emang bener kan?? gue aja ga nyangka bisa ada di kinokuniya. tadinya gue udah nyerah buat dapetin tuh kalender. tapi toh kita tetep meluk tuh kalender erat2. buat jaga2 kalo ntar kita ga diijinin beli, gue sama dea foto2 di kinokuniya pake hp gue, sama kalender itu, sebagai bukt bahwa kita pernah seenggaknya MEGANG BARANG ORIGINAL HSJ DARI JEPANG. terus kan kita lagi ada di section japanese magazine gitu... gak sengaja gue mendongak ke atas, n JEDER, I SPOT A HEY! SAY! JUMP 2008.4-2009.3 CALENDAR. dengan harga tinggal 300ribu! gilaaa, mana keitonya cakep lagi. tapi ya gue pasti milih kalender barunya lah.
akhirnya kita jadi beli sih! tapi itupun uda dimarah2in ama bokap gue. bokap gue tuh orangnya jarang banget ngelarang sesuatu--tapi kali ini dy larang gue beli. tadinya SUMPAH, GUE UDA MAU NANGIS. terus melalui perdebatan yang cukup keras, kita akhirnya dibolehin.
TINGGAL BUKA TUH KALENDER DI RUMAH GUE DEH. SYALALA.
yepp, terus dea n gue pulang ke rumah gue, terus kita ngerekam momen suci dimana kita ngebuka tuh kalender. sumpah ahsilnya cacat abis--gue ama dea teriak2 kea orgil gaje freak!! well, kita udah ga bisa jaim kalo soal mereka. we just love 'em too much. mungkin--kalo disetujui dea--hasilnya gue post disini. mungkin. lebih aman lah daripada facebook. hahaha.
pokoknya, intinya gue seneng banget!! gue udah ati2 supaya plastic wrapnya ga rusak, biar kalendernya ga kelipet, I WILL GUARD IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFEEEE. I LOVE YOU KEITO.
~abis ini gue harus belajar lagi, sial.
XOXO
Valya okamoto, a happy person at the moment :D
SWINE FLU WHATTHEHELL
yep. whatthehell swine flu. talking to the swine flu(i forget, is it H5N1 or H1N1 or else?) virus: "why do you have to exist in this world?"
bastard.
okay, so i'm in a stressful, depressed mode now. why? don't bother to ask. it's just... well, as you might already guessed, it's about my wonderful dream boy keito.
first, my friend
who actually believes that she's a more proper girl for keito than me since she dreams about keito 11 times--and because of this she teased me all times all day especially at school and her favorite thing to do is doing this 'morimoto smile' to me after she got a new dream, and she seems to enjoy teasing me very much, dammit--while another reason is that her zodiac(yessir, zodiac, how important is that) matches keito's and she has the same blood type with keito and she was born in hey! say! 7, AGAIN, got another WONDERFUL chance to be with keito. i mean, of course not literally. actually, in a fanfic. but still. she applied for that fic and she was accepted. i didn't even apply. but then i apply for daiki's and since nobody else did(for daiki, i mean), i'm pretty sure i will be accepted as well, but even if i don't, who cares.
...never mind. anyway, i'm still pissed of because my mom didn't allow me to go. where? japan, yes. my mom said that we didn't have enough money, but the truth is(i know even though she didn't say any words) MY SISTER WILL HOLD A SWEET SEVENTEEN B'DAY PARTY. that's why my mom doesn't want to use the money she saved for my sister's bday party--to send me to japan. it sucks to be a 2nd child. especially the 2nd daughter.
however, the swine flu issue had become bigger in japan as well. that woman(my mom) said to me this morning, there are already 170 people infected by the virus in japan(true or false, idk). because of this, i got worried about my dream little cute boy. i pray for him so he's protected by God. johnny's jimusho even had cancelled some of their concerts(if i'm not mistaken, it's either johny's jr.'s or kat-tun's concert) because of that swine flu whatthehell. man, i know i couldn't blame the swine flu for not going to japan, BUT I HAVE TO BLAME SOMEONE, OR EVEN SOMETHING!! either the swine flu thingie or my wonderful sister.
T_T
by the way, my wonderful mother had grounded me for something stupid. she thought i own too many clothes which i rarely used. i got a strange black dress which i pretty much hate(fyi, i WAS the one who asked my mom to buy it for me, but duhhh, i was being a fool, stupid 7 graders who barely knows fashion, so it's not supposed to be counted, right?), and so far, i only wore it twice. so my mom realized this thing and she got angry. she scolded me like, "valya! if you don't wanna wear this anymore, i'll give this to your cousin!" and i was like, "right, okay, whatever, i'll wear that someday, don't worry" and she was like (pissed off) "DON'T FOOL ME! if you don't want to give this to your cousin, you're grounded! NO SHOPPING FOR 3 MONTHS."
and that's it.
i'm officially grounded.
for not giving my dress to my cousin.
funny, because she said if if you read the story carefully, she said she'll give the dress to my cousin if, only if, I DON'T WANT TO WEAR IT ANYMORE. but then i answer i still wanna wear it ryyyyt? then why do i hvae to give it to my dear little cousin? nananana~ mature woman sure is crazy.
oh, and...
thank God there's some good change in my life.
now i don't care anymore about my rank. i want and i will get good scores but if i'm not in the first rank anymore, i won't bother. my target is to get a scholarship to japan, and if it's about scholarship, they will see how competent you are, NOT how many times you're in the first rank.
XOXO
valya okamoto ^^
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE MY DRUGS?
KEITOOOOOO!!!
sometimes i wonder why i'm so addicted to you.
i love you more than just an idol, surely more than that.
i just know it.
hey, listen, dude...
the first time i saw you, i think you're cute.
the second time, i felt like facing my fate.
and somehow, i couldn't resist you anymore.
you are my life.
mu hunger, my thirst... my heaven on earth...
all my needs, all my happiness, all my sorrow
to live a day without thinking about you even once is like hell to me.
somehow i want to make you be there in my mind, every single minute in my day.
but to know that you're unreachable, impossible to be reach...
that hurts more than anything.
in this world of certainty, i doubt everything but my feelings for you.
i didn't mean to make you this meaningful to me.
it's fate which did it.
i don't want to admit that you live in a totally different world from me.
i feel like, "now, what are you doing? do you know that in a far, far away country, there's someone who cares about you even about the smallest thing?"
i want to see your face.
when i miss you, i want you to be here beside me.
but then i think that it's impossible to come true.
and my loneliness will become even worse.
so it would be harder to me if when i'm feeling lonely, i watch you on my ipod.
then i don't know what would do.
keito,
you make me happy.
and in the same time you make me sorrowful as well.
when i'm sad, i need you.
then you'll brighten my world for a bit.
and you'll make me even more sad.
that's unfair.
'cause it's like drug.
i need it but the more i use it, the more it kills me.
slowly but surely.
of course you don't kill me.
but i need you badly.
now i'm feelin' melancholy.
but i'm so addicted to you that even you kills me little by little,
i will still love you.
that's something that will never change.
it's different from before.
i can't let you go.
loving you is torturing but to not knowing you is even worse.
i hope nothing will change.
that's enough for me.
gilaaaa gw puitis bgt yaaa >.<
but it's true, however.
i can't say it better. it's the true feelings i feel.
i'm happy just the way it is.
XOXO
valya okamoto :D
AM I A MIND READER?
i LOVE keito
and i (used to) love yamada
and dea loves yamada
and dea is my cousin
and i can read her mind.
yupp.
since i started to be a major fangirl of keito okamoto, i've spent so many times with my yamada-fangirl cousin, dea yamada ryosuke. we started doing fangirl stuffs together and let the HSJFD(hey! say! jump fangirling disease) infected our body and our soul (LEBAY). and we became so similar in the way we think, like, when someone mentions "japan", i will look at dea's face and she'll look at mine, and we smile together because WE KNOW WHAT EACH OF US THINK ABOUT.
and somehow this lead us, i mean me, into an unpredictable situations: NOW I CAN READ HER MIND. well, probably, maybe this is because the way i think and the way she thinks are so similar.
the first one happened while we were waiting in a house in order to study KRISMA(whatever it is in english). we were waiting in a room and there was the house's owner, and she was talking to a girl. somehow both of us looked at the girl to whom the owner was talking about, and i just realized that the girl's hands were so dirty. so i asked my cousin, "what happened to ehr hands?". and dea replied, "i just want to ask you."
the second one happened still in the same room, nearly at the same time. the house's owner was talking to another student(which happened to be woman, yes, WOMAN, not GIRL, because she's NOT a teenager) about her children. she(the house's owner) mentioned something like, "iya, di sana tuh ya, perkumpulan mudikanya justru lebih kuat, soalnya anak-anak sana kan ga ada iketan dari orangtua, jadi kalo mau sharing ya sama temen-temen mudikanya. banyak loh orang indonesia yang gabung di perkumpulan begituan." i could tell that sh'es talking about her children who were studying at another country, i was just wondering WHAT COUNTRY SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT. is it usa? australia? or even JAPAN? so i, again, asked dea, "what country is she talking about?".
but dea didn't answer.
besides, she said, "can you read my mind?"
ok, apparently she's just wanna ask me--AGAIN--the same question.
and then on our way home(dea's dad took us home), my uncle asked me--it supposed to be a joke, actually--"valya, where is your house?" duh, of course HE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN, since my house and dea's house are near each other. so i sarcastically replied, "in JAPAN". and suddenly dea burst into laughter and she shouted, "you CAN read my mind!!"
and i burst into laughter as well.
because if i didn't say it, she was just going to reply her dad with the same sarcastic answer.
nani~~
well, HSJFD sure is frightening.
teehee :D
XOXO
valya okamoto :P
FULL-OF-MUCUS TISSUE IN HER DRINK.
so, today, my beloved, yamada's future wife cousin, dea yamada ryosuke, once again came to my house to do her adobe project. she'd like to ask my dearest(?) sista, vannya, for help. so she came, right? trus kan dy masuk ke kamar blajar gw. i was listening to 'hadashi no mirai'. nah, si dea ini kayanya lagi pilek2 gitu kan. dy duduk di samping aku sambil buang2 ingus pake tissue gitu, awalnya dy malah sempet nyari2 tissue sgala, pdhl kotak tissuenya ada tepat di atas kpala dy hahaha.
trus mulai deh kita ber fangirling ria, as usual.
ngeliatin gambar2 wajah yamada n keito yg super menawan.
tiba2 gw dapet ilham buat nunjukin dy video hyakushiki.
trus gw buka deh tu video.
nah, sid ea masih megang2 tissue bekasnya buang ingus itu kan. aku sih ga peratiin gituan.
trus pembokat gw adteng ke kamar, ngebawain dea minum.
dy naro begitu aja minumnya di deket tangan dea yang megang tissue bekas, deanya ga gitu epratiin.
trus kita ebrdua mulai nonto hyakushiki.
even dea admitted that keito was so damn handsome in hyakushiki. oiya doong suami amsa depan valya gitu loh~ :D
trus mulai deh kita ktawa2 gaje...
sampe akhirnya...
video hyakushikinya slese.
dan dea tiba2 ktawa.
knapa...?
KARENA TISSUENYA YANG BEKAS DY BUANG INGUS UDAH KECEMPLUNG DI MINUMANNYA.
somehow pas nonton hyakushiki dy ga sadar ngelepasin tissue yg dy pegang trus tissuenya nyemplung ke dalem gelasnya! gosh!
can you imagine how gross it is??
kita bdua ketawa deh hahaha :D
...meskipun sbenernya gada hubungannya, tapi gara2 kejadian ini terjadi saat dy lagi ntnin keito(gw mengambil kesimpulan bahwa sedemikian cakepnya keito sehingga membuat dea terlena dan lupa mempertahankan posisi jarinya saat menggenggam tissue sampe2 tissuenya bisa kecemplung gitu loh) ... gw menyebut ini 'THE KEITO LAUGHING' effect. yep, soalnya di hyakushiki keito banyak bgt ketawa n dy super kyuuuuut bgt disitu. hehe.
XOXO
valya okamoto
NGUMPET!!
yeaaah hari ini seru gila :D gw ama winny sembunyi2 hang out(yah ga sembunyi juga sih, cuma nyembunyiin dari nyokap + supir + mbaknya doang) ke ta... kita dari jauh2 hari uda bikin rencana buat hang out ini sehingga tidak terlihat bahwa sesungguhnya kita mau hang out... yh biar ga ketauan ama supir ama mbaknya gitu loh... hahaha
rencananya antara lain:
1) gw pulang ikut dy (berhubung hari ini TUMBEN2NYA GADA RAPAT OSIS)
2) di tengah jalan, winny bilang "ada keperluan di ta" (beli lem di gramed haha ga penting bgt)
3) minta supirnya muter haluan ke ta :D teehee
4) nyampe ta, ganti baju dari sragam jadi t-shirt di wc(mungkin org yg ngantri wc stlh gw bingung kali ye, masuk pake apa, kluarnya dah beda).. biar ga disangka pelajar bolos jam pelajaran... n ga repot pas fitting...
5) beli tali spatu buat saling tukeran, hehehe(tujuan utama skaligus paling ga penting)
6) shopping spuasnyaaa! (tujuan kedua yang akhirnya malah jadi prioritas utama kami :D)
yep, bukan nonton, bukan ice skating, bukan fotobox, tapi shopping. tnyata, hang out bdua lbi enak daripada rame2. apalagi kalo tujuannya shopping. lain kali lagi ya wiiin :D heehhe
7) ke gramed, bneran beli alat tulis yang "dibutuhkan" biar ga mencurigakan
8) beli sour sally (winny blon perna nyobain hahaha)
9) ganti baju lagi jadi sragam di wc(lagi2 org pasti pada bingung) biar pulangnya ga dicurigai sama supirnya hahaha
10) pulang dengan rasa bahagia, sgala belanjaan diumpetin di tas wkwk
highlights:
1) gara2 perut kita bdua keruyukan(blon makan, bgitu plg langsung acbut scepatnya ke ta) , bgitu nyampe ta kita langsung beli hamburger di mcd. kita smpet makan sambil jalan(biar ga buang waktu! smangat shopping haha) n akhirnya malah makan di kursi pas di depan naughty...
2) winny bought purple shoelaces, i like the pattern, to be combined with mine which i already bought last week with tata n ace
3) masuk ke orange. wew, barangnya murah2. winny naksir dress(dipake oleh sebuah manekin bersama sepotong cardigan), gw naksir cardigannya, n kita bdua smpet naksir item yang sama: striped mini skirt n a hoodie vest. tapi duit gw ga gitu cukup n winny's more into dress and t-shirt so we canceled buying it... even though to be honest, the price's not so high, it's just that i didn't bring enough money!
4) akhirnya ke matahari, beli kaos yang harganya satu biji cuma noban! lagi super sale kali tuh ya. banyak banget stumpuk gitu. mungkin gara2 fashion sense gw ga stinggi winny, gw berulangkali nanya dy, "eh win kaos yg ini bagus ga?" n dijawab "ga gitu.. sorry val hehe". yah emang kaosnya ga gitu lucu2 smua sih... cuma item tertentu
pas lagi ngobok2, mata gw langsung tertuju ke kaos lengan buntung garis2 gitu... entah knapa gw suka banget... gw langsung ngambil tuh benda. trus gw nemun satu biji t-shirt putih yang bagi gw lucu... eh taunya winny juga nemuin t-shirt yang sama motifnya tapi beda warna... akhirnya kita beli kembaran... n dy beli satu t-shirt lagi haha. jadi masing2 kita beli 2 kaos, harga totalnya cuma 40.000 rupiah masing2! murah kan? dapet 2 biji lagi!
5) winny wanted plaid shirt n legging! tapi gara2 harganya agak not worth it, kita balik ke orange. legging di situ lebih murah. hahaha.
6) shopping mission: successful! ke gramed buat beli barang pendukung, terkagum2 ngeliat penghapus elektrik yang pake batere, haha, norak abis
7) perubahan rencana, akhirnya ganti baju jadi seragam dulu baru beli sour sally, takut ga kburu, hehehe
8) pas gw uda pulang ke rumah dy, kan kita ngobrol2 tuh, trs pas gw mau pulang, gw inget tali sepatu yang tadi dy beli(gara2 gw liat haha) trus gw bilang "eh win, sblon lupa, tukeran dulunih!" yauda trus kita tukeran... gw ngasih satu tali spatu gw ke dy, dy ngasih punya dy satu ke gw... lucunya, abis kita
kita berdua sama2 megang kedua tali spatu kita yang uda dikombinasi itu berdampingan, terus gw bilang "cocok ga sih?" smntara dy bilang "lucu ga sih?" dalam saat yang ampir barengan. trus kita berdua ktawa deh. hahaha. it's just so funny, bisa2nya barengan gitu padahal janjian aja kaga. wkwkwk.
lucu deh win :D
laen kali gini lagi yook... serius deh, skali2 bgini baik untuk menghilangkan rasa bosan...
efek samping terburuk, yah, paling2 dompet emnipis hehe
XOXO
valya okamoto :D
