5.21.2009

SWINE FLU WHATTHEHELL


yep. whatthehell swine flu. talking to the swine flu(i forget, is it H5N1 or H1N1 or else?) virus: "why do you have to exist in this world?"
bastard.


okay, so i'm in a stressful, depressed mode now. why? don't bother to ask. it's just... well, as you might already guessed, it's about my wonderful dream boy keito.
first, my friend who actually believes that she's a more proper girl for keito than me since she dreams about keito 11 times--and because of this she teased me all times all day especially at school and her favorite thing to do is doing this 'morimoto smile' to me after she got a new dream, and she seems to enjoy teasing me very much, dammit--while another reason is that her zodiac(yessir, zodiac, how important is that) matches keito's and she has the same blood type with keito and she was born in hey! say! 7, AGAIN, got another WONDERFUL chance to be with keito. i mean, of course not literally. actually, in a fanfic. but still. she applied for that fic and she was accepted. i didn't even apply. but then i apply for daiki's and since nobody else did(for daiki, i mean), i'm pretty sure i will be accepted as well, but even if i don't, who cares.

...never mind. anyway, i'm still pissed of because my mom didn't allow me to go. where? japan, yes. my mom said that we didn't have enough money, but the truth is(i know even though she didn't say any words) MY SISTER WILL HOLD A SWEET SEVENTEEN B'DAY PARTY. that's why my mom doesn't want to use the money she saved for my sister's bday party--to send me to japan. it sucks to be a 2nd child. especially the 2nd daughter.

however, the swine flu issue had become bigger in japan as well. that woman(my mom) said to me this morning, there are already 170 people infected by the virus in japan(true or false, idk). because of this, i got worried about my dream little cute boy. i pray for him so he's protected by God. johnny's jimusho even had cancelled some of their concerts(if i'm not mistaken, it's either johny's jr.'s or kat-tun's concert) because of that swine flu whatthehell. man, i know i couldn't blame the swine flu for not going to japan, BUT I HAVE TO BLAME SOMEONE, OR EVEN SOMETHING!! either the swine flu thingie or my wonderful sister.



T_T



by the way, my wonderful mother had grounded me for something stupid. she thought i own too many clothes which i rarely used. i got a strange black dress which i pretty much hate(fyi, i WAS the one who asked my mom to buy it for me, but duhhh, i was being a fool, stupid 7 graders who barely knows fashion, so it's not supposed to be counted, right?), and so far, i only wore it twice. so my mom realized this thing and she got angry. she scolded me like, "valya! if you don't wanna wear this anymore, i'll give this to your cousin!" and i was like, "right, okay, whatever, i'll wear that someday, don't worry" and she was like (pissed off) "DON'T FOOL ME! if you don't want to give this to your cousin, you're grounded! NO SHOPPING FOR 3 MONTHS."

and that's it.

i'm officially grounded.

for not giving my dress to my cousin.

funny, because she said if if you read the story carefully, she said she'll give the dress to my cousin if, only if, I DON'T WANT TO WEAR IT ANYMORE. but then i answer i still wanna wear it ryyyyt? then why do i hvae to give it to my dear little cousin? nananana~ mature woman sure is crazy.


oh, and...


thank God there's some good change in my life.
now i don't care anymore about my rank. i want and i will get good scores but if i'm not in the first rank anymore, i won't bother. my target is to get a scholarship to japan, and if it's about scholarship, they will see how competent you are, NOT how many times you're in the first rank.


XOXO
valya okamoto ^^

by valya :) at 15:00 |